The care and feeding of muses
by Cassandra Carr
Readers often ask
how writers are able to keep writing, day after day. After all, writers write
when we’re tired, when we’re sick, when there are kids running in circles
around us – you name it. So how do we keep our inspiration alive?
The truth is,
sometimes we don’t. Sometimes we write even when we’re not “feelin’ it”. After
all, having words on a page, even words you’ll have to come back and edit
heavily later, is better than not
having words on a page, to paraphrase something Nora Roberts said. And
hey, if you can't trust writing advice from Nora Roberts, who can you
trust it from?
But every writer has things they do to keep that
inspiration hangin’ around. Some of my
tried-and-true methods for staying motivated: knowing that readers are excited about
a story, wanting to see my name on another book cover, trying to stay feeling
sexy (I write erotic romance, after all), and talking to other writers –
whether I’m commiserating or congratulating, it makes me feel inspired to
support other writers.
Overall,
there are many reasons I write, but knowing people want to read my
books is definitely a huge factor, and I'm not the only writer who feels
that way. So if you love a book, tell the author! Even a three-sentence
email can keep us motivated for days. We're easy like that. ;-)
BLURB FOR DOUBLE VISION:
Everything Red knew about relationships is called into question when he
stumbles upon his roommate Fredrik and his girlfriend Liz going at it
hot and heavy and Liz invites him to join them. Struggling with
recovering from a knee injury, the young defenseman doesn't know what to
make of his attraction to Liz--after all, she's his teammate's woman,
right?
As an older player, Fredrik's been around the rink a time or ten, and he
knows he has an awesome thing going with Liz. He envisions a future
with her, but isn't sure how their interludes with Red fit into the
long-term picture.
Liz thinks Fredrik's her forever-guy, but her sudden attraction to Red
is causing doubts. The more they play together in the bedroom, the more
their outside lives--and emotions-- become entangled. When the
unthinkable happens, all three must take a hard look at what they want
and make some surprising decisions in the process.
EXCERPT FROM DOUBLE VISION:
Every cell in Rick “Red” Armstrong’s body wept with relief. He’d just
finished his most grueling PT session yet and couldn’t wait to plop on
the couch and watch movies for the rest of the day. The older defenseman
Fredrik, whom he lived with, had a huge-ass TV. Red liked to say the
people were life-sized in the movies they both loved to watch. The
season was starting soon, and he needed to take as much time as he could
to rest before the rigors of training camp and the marathon season
began.
Reaching
into the fridge, he grabbed a bottle of water and downed half of it in
one long gulp, wiping his mouth with his hand as he exited the room
through the swinging door. His thoughts about what movies he would pick
of the hundreds Fredrik kept on hand flew out of his head as he stopped
dead.
Fredrik
and his girlfriend Liz were going at it hot and heavy on the couch.
Liz’s long brown hair was tangled in Fredrik’s hand as he pulled her
head back. Her eyes were closed in ecstasy, but Red knew they were a
rich brown. Sure, Liz was his roommate’s girlfriend, but Red wasn’t
dead. Of course he’d noticed how hot Liz was, and yes, even though he’d
felt guilty for it, she had starred in more than a few of his fantasies
late at night. Between her beautiful face and curves that seriously
would not quit, how could he not imagine what it would be like to fuck
her? And watching her in the throes of passion right now? Holy shit. He
stumbled backward, trying to give his roommate some privacy, but his ass
hit the door frame and both Fredrik and Liz looked up. Red felt a flush
begin in his neck and work its way up to his face.
Damn stupid pale skin.
“I’ll…” His voice broke, and he cleared his throat, trying again. “I’ll
just leave you alone.” Red’s hands were up in front of him like someone
was holding a gun to his head, the bottle of water wobbling in his
less-than-steady hand.
Liz smiled. “You don’t have to.”
“Huh?”
Real smooth.
“Come on over here. Join us.”
Red’s
eyes practically bulged out of his head. It wasn’t like he was a
virgin, but this was some crazy shit. He knew some of his teammates had
gotten into ménage relationships. Hell, he’d watched in fascination as
his two goaltenders had passed their woman back and forth as they’d
kissed her a couple of weeks ago when a bunch of the players were
hanging out one night. But he’d never done anything like this, hadn’t
even really considered it. From the way his cock twitched in his sweat
shorts, though, it was clear at least one part of him was definitely
considering it. Actually, more than one part was considering it. A whole
lot of his parts were “all systems go.”
Liz
crooked her finger, while Fredrik continued to pump in and out of her
with measured thrusts as he watched Red. From his viewpoint, Red
couldn’t tell which hole his roommate was utilizing, and then he
mentally slapped himself. It wasn’t any business of his what his
roommate was doing, but damn, did he want to know. He’d always been
attracted to Liz, but he knew the bro code. You didn’t fuck with your
friend’s woman. But now it seemed like they wanted him to fuck with her.
Or fuck her.
He
had to fight to keep the drool from running down his chin as he watched
her tits sway back and forth as Fredrik kept right on going.
Mustering every ounce of self-control he possessed, Red said, “I shouldn’t. You guys need your privacy.”
Liz
laughed. “If we wanted privacy, Fredrik has a perfectly good bed.” She
looked down at his obvious erection pointedly. “Let me help you with
that.”
Before
he could censor his actions, his feet went on the move, propelling him
toward Liz’s outstretched hand. “You don’t”—he cursed his inability to
speak—“don’t have to do anything. I can just—”
“Go in your room and jerk off?”
“Geez,” he muttered. Then she cupped his erection through his shorts and his breath caught.
“Let her suck your cock,” Fredrik said, and Red’s gaze shot up to meet
that of his teammate. “She loves to suck cock, and she’s always wanted
to have a threesome. I’d let her do me, but, well…” He motioned to what
he was doing. “I’m kinda busy at the moment.”
Red’s mind was reeling. Could he actually do this? “Are you sure?”
“Of course I’m sure.”
Red
looked down at Liz again. The woman was stroking his dick like it was a
dog, and damn, if it didn’t sit up and beg. Sometimes being
twenty-three was awesome, but when he couldn’t control his freaking
hormones, it was no walk in the park.
He gasped as Liz pulled his shorts and boxers down before engulfing him in her warm, wet mouth. “Oh, fuck.”
Liz
removed him from her mouth long enough to say, “No, honey, that’s what
Fredrik’s doing.” With a smirk, she licked his cockhead, and he barely
managed to hold in a groan of pure pleasure. It had been months since
he’d been with a woman, between sustaining his knee injury during last
season and then his subsequent concentration on physical therapy, and he
had to admit his roommate’s girlfriend was very good at giving head. So
good, in fact, Red wasn’t at all sure he was gonna last. How freaking
embarrassing.
When
she swallowed him again his free hand shot out, gripping her by the
hair and pulling her away from his throbbing dick. “Gonna come if you
keep doing that.”
“You like things a little rough? I’m okay with that.”
“No, God, no.”
“Why
not? It’s fun.” Liz ran the tip of her tongue over his slit, and he
sucked in a harsh breath. He felt about fifteen, his control shredded.
Why did this feel so good? Was it the illicitness of the whole thing?
Was Liz really that good at cocksucking, or had he used his hand for so
long he’d forgotten how good a woman’s mouth could feel?
He
didn’t want to analyze those questions at the moment, so instead he
concentrated on thinking about everything he needed to do before the
season started. It worked to a point to keep his orgasm at bay, but when
Liz began to bob up and down on his dick like she was being judged in a
blow job contest, he knew he was losing the battle. Red tried to pull
her mouth off him, but she tightened her lips around him.
“Shit! Gonna. Come.”
Liz moaned, and that was all it took. His eyes slammed shut as a wave of
sensation swept through him and he came. When he was finally able to
fire a synapse in his brain, he took a giant step back and his cock
dislodged from her mouth with an obscene popping noise.
“Oh, my God, I’m so sorry. I should’ve—”
“Hey, hey,” Liz interrupted. “I wanted it.”
“Okay.”
He glanced at Fredrik, who had just returned from the bathroom. When
had he finished? Red hadn’t noticed anything outside of the incredible
pleasure he’d been feeling.
“Okay.”
Fredrik grinned at him. “Don’t sweat it, kid. This has been a fantasy of hers, and I was happy to be able to give it to her.”
Red
jerked a thumb behind him. “I’m gonna go.” Both Fredrik and Liz acted
like this was no big deal, like this was something they’d been planning,
but Red’s world had tilted on its axis, and he needed time to process
what the hell had just happened. He pulled up his shorts and boxers and
was out of the room before either of them could utter another word.
Once
safely within the confines of his own bedroom, he pulled off his
clothes and then jumped in the shower. Washing thoroughly, he began to
worry maybe Liz wasn’t clean, but then rejected that idea, since there
was no way Fredrik would get with a girl who wasn’t. They all got
lectured about safe sex a couple of times a year by the trainer, and as
far as he knew, none of the guys ever took risks. With the kind of
careers they had, they couldn’t afford to.
Plopping
on his bed after drying off, he pulled out his earbuds and blasted some
tunes while he tried to straighten his head out. Why had he done it?
Why had she? Why was Fredrik fine with it, even encouraging Red? And why
did his cock already ache to do it again?
With
a frustrated groan, he rolled onto his side. It was at times like this
he wished he had a fuck buddy in Buffalo. Red snorted. Or a fuck buddy
anywhere, for that matter. As far as he knew, he was a pretty
decent-looking guy, yet girls didn’t flock to him like they did some of
his teammates. He smiled, thinking about how many women were heartbroken
that the team’s most eligible bachelors, Luc, Jake, and Carter, were
all off the market. Then he wondered if it was common knowledge they
were happily sharing one woman. This ménage shit was just weird.
Shaking
his head, he forced himself to relax. He usually took a nap after PT,
and given recent events, as long as he could get his brain to shut down,
he shouldn’t have any trouble catching some shut-eye. He finally
drifted off with visions of lush lips and flushed cheeks whirling in his
head.
Copyright 2012, Cassandra Carr
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WOW!!! That was one hot excerpt Cassandra!!! Hope everyone enjoyed it as much as I did. Thanks again and hope to see you in my humble Romantic Words by Cynthia soon!
Cynthia Arsuaga
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